where we're going

film. An American in Paris and Gold Diggers of 1933. fantasticcccc. especially the gold diggers finale.

long time no post....eh. working a lot. taking a class. moved into the new place. writing. loving life.

=) lifes incredibly busy, but going good.

went to canada last weekend to see niagara falls. it was FREEZING. but gorgeous!

i loveeee cadbury creme eggs. thank you, easter bunny. haha

life is SO busy. i have a million things due...

butttt on the plus side. i'm going to canada over the weekend. it is a mini vacation that is MUCH needed. i'm veryyyy excited!

AMAZING day today. im incredibly busy, but today just keeps getting better. love it.

busy busy busy. again. sooo much planned and so much to do.
it's getting there. slowly but surely.

had some friends come see me this weekend though, so that was nice. it was really great to just relax and catch up. good times. =)

isnt it strange when you can feel your life changing? no major event has happened to change it, but you suddenly start just...feeling a difference there. you can just feel the slight shift....crazy stuff.

weather's been warm this weekend. i hope it stays this way, i needed it to clear my head a bit. i LOVE warm weather!

...no matter how short they may be, are amazing. seriously. i still have a few things to do before classes start again on monday, but i'm lovinggg the week off. everyone needs some time off to just collect thoughts & breathe.

taking a day to do pretty much nothing feels veryyy good. i recommend it.

one week off from classes.
i've set aside a day for assignments, a day for movies and reading and eating and rock band, and then days for visiting friends. it'll be a good week. =)

i'm so good at procrastinating.
right now i should be studying for an exam i have tomorrow...but i decided that i NEEDED to read ch 4 of some rise by sin on ffn. if i wouldnt have, i wouldnt have been able to focus on what i was studying haha.
and then i had to review RIGHT then. cause...it was just pure amazingness and if i didnt review then id keep thinking of things to say instead of focusing...

speaking of focusing. dan le sac vs. scroobius pip have some pretty good songs. 'letter to god' 'thou shalt always kill' and then 'thou shalt aways kill de la edit' are awesome...i find myself quoting them in everyday life. right now i'm thinking of a line from 'de la edit' in which he says 'thou shalt not lose focus. thou must stay on track."

this needs to be my mantra for the near future. seriouslyyy.

just two more days and then spring break. it's not even that bad, just everythinggg seems to be due this week. and i'm already excited about getting a week off, so i'm in the mood to lay around and not be productive at all. which is never good cause there's always something i should/could be doing...

:-P paper writing time i guess...

lots to do...

we read this in class today. i LOVED it. it's a poem about what to do if you've fallen into a fairy tale...its happy =)


( Instructions by Neil Gaiman )

i should be doing something productive...

i learned proper etiquette today at my meeting. i already knew a lot of it, but it was interesting to go over some of it again. so many utensils when you go to a formal dinner...

my roommate brought me home this crazy melt sandwich thing for dinner tonight...it was awesome. i enjoyed it. =)

mayyybe i'll get some coffee later?

yeah i'm totally procrastinating...

watching the oscars, then possibly the departed [haven't seen it yet, but have been wanting to]

lots of stuff to do this week, but then a week of relaxing for spring break. good deal. i'll get through the week. =)

...but instead i'm typing in here.

time flies. i just came home and i'm already going back tomorrow. i know i was only here for the weekend, but wow. it just went really fast.

i'm reallly tired, but i dont want to go to sleep yet. i dont want to miss anything exciting, i guess haha. though what's exciting at 3 in the morning, i'm not sure.

i've had very busy weeks the past two weeks and the next two are looking to be just as busy. due: a paper, a draft of a paper...plus i need to study for an exam, and then i have...three different meetings after my classes, one for my summer seminar thing i'm doing, one informational study abroad meeting, and one honors thing meeting. then i have my roommate's wedding to go to next sunday night an hour and a half away, driving back up to school after it, spending two or three days at school [hopefully relaxing] and also doing my over spring break assignments, then i have a day trip planned with my sister, plans with one of my best friends that i dont get to see often, trying to make plans to visit my goddaughter and her mom, which is another one of my old friends, annnd driving all over the place during that week. hoping to have time to breathe...

i'm super tired. and probably rambling. this might not make any sense tomorrow morning haha. goodnight.

math test went just fine.
2 more classes today.

yeahhh...nothing else too interesting going on except im going home for the weekend later tonight.

when you put logic into the form of 'p's and 'q's for math...it makes things sort of hard when you try to make sense of it.

wow. so im only taking math because i need the credits for my major. after this math class, i will never again have a math class. and leave it to me to take a math course that complicates simple logic haha. fun times. =)

goodnighttt

good dayr. i got to sleep in because i didnt have class until 2...did my speech...i think i did pretty okay!

now i get to study for french & math...2 quizzes tomorrow...but my english class is canceled tomorrow so i'll only have 3 classes so thats pretty exciting. start the weekend early. i'm going home this weekend...haven't been home since winter break, so its been a little over a month i think. my family is so excited to see me. they miss me so much haha

andddd yeah. i'm pretty sure i developed frostbite on my right hand... i forgot my gloves & had to carry food and books after class back to my apt, so my right hand was always exposed. and it was windy and cold. so yeah, i was numb.

ajf;lskdfl;kj....summer please?

just rambling. i painted my nails. they're like...some shiny plum color. i haven't painted my nails in foreverrrr. its weird how purple and brown can look similar. i just noticed in this light haha.

mmhmm....goodnight.

i used to read these all the time. i don't even remember where i found them. here's my favorite...check out the link at the end for more about archy.  


"i was talking to a moth
    the other evening.
    he was trying to break into
    an electric light bulb
    and fry himself on the wires

    why do you fellows
    pull this stunt i asked him
    because it is the conventional
    thing for moths or why
    if that had been an uncovered
    candle instead of an electric
    light bulb you would
    now be a small unsightly cinder
    have you no sense

    plenty of it he answered
    but at times we get tired
    of using it
    we get bored with the routine
    and crave beauty
    and excitement
    fire is beautiful
    and we know that if we get
    too close it will kill us
    but what does that matter
    it is better to be happy
    for a moment
    and be burned up with beauty
    than to live a long time
    and be bored all the while
    so we wad all our life up
    into one little roll
    and then we shoot the roll
    that is what life is for
    it is better to be a part of beauty
    for one instant and then cease to
    exist than to exist forever
    and never be a part of beauty
    our attitude toward life
    is come easy go easy
    we are like human beings
    used to be before they became
    too civilized to enjoy themselves

    and before i could argue him
    out of his philosophy
    he went and immolated himself
    on a patent cigar lighter
    i do not agree with him
    myself i would rather have
    half the happiness and twice
    the longevity

    but at the same time i wish
    there was something i wanted
    as badly as he wanted to fry himself

    archy"


the lesson of the moth By Don Marquis, in "archy and mehitabel," 1927
http://www.donmarquis.com/readingroom/archybooks/moth.html